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sometimes i think about how ed would feel incredibly guilty that hes trapped his little brother in whats basically sensory deprivation for five years, unable to eat or sleep or physically assure himself anything is there, but then i also think about how Oh You Know al bless his heart would likely also feel guilt that his brother is going through extreme physical trauma and pain—loss of two (2) limbs, rushed surgery thats supposed to be one of the most painful procedures out there, stab wounds, buildings crushing him, his (automail) arm being ripped off (several) times, literal impalement—and al still feels nothing at all. do yall think he feels guilt about that? what im saying is that both of them are weighed down by twisted guilt and i dont have much better 2 do with my life than cry abt it